Save the Bragging for Someone Who Cares!

Last week was more of a struggle than I expected. I didn't get much exercise in, but I am still optimistic. I have memberships in a few running groups on Facebook and Google+, but I have noticed more bragging and attention seeking than there should be. Then there is always a post about someone who completed their first halfthon, or marathon and how that individual is still struggling with weight, or diabetes, or a challenge or two, but at the same time that individual is 90 lbs lighter than the year, or two before when they first started getting in shape. Those stories give me hope.

How many people truly care about someone who is bragging?...OMG I didn't PR...it was horrible. I ran a halfthon at only 4 minutes per mile....You know what!...cry me a river.  I will still see you as an attention starved, self-centered, blow hard, needy...wow let me stop. There I go judging and I can't do that, but I have to share this one post  I ran across one where a young lady stated, "People are always (yes she had the nerve to say ALWAYS) intimidated when they meet me, but after they get to know me they always tell me how cool and goofy I am."

I have had to leave a few groups, because it gets tiring...I am sure I am not missed. Still, I am in search of a truly supportive group. One where people give each other "High Fives" and "Right Ons!".....does such a group exist?

Don't get me wrong...you don't need to set up the "Bitter Party of One" table for me at the East By Yourself You Sorry Loner Cafe. I do enjoy hearing stories about someone running their first halfthon, or first 10k, or first Marathon. Those give me hope that I can do that one day too. We all know the difference between overcoming odds, doing something new, or just bragging for attention. 

It's gonna take me some time to rehab this knee. Anyone with runner's knee can tell you that it takes a few months to recover enough to truly run again, so my journey continues. I strive, with everything I have to do (teacher-student-mom), to get as much exercise each week as I can. I am in search of a support group online too. A group that encourages individuals who have obstacles to overcome and they just need a little boost. I love stories of triumph over adversity. Those are stories of true warriors, people I admire. It is admirable to be able to reach a goal and look back and say, "I did it yay for me!" That's encouragement. That is worth bragging rights.

Schedule....schedule....schedule

"I don't like downtime" - something I said to a coworker today. It's true, while I love rest downtime gives a person too many reasons to fixate on what's not going right in their lives...

I have had a really busy week. Everyday, I have thought about exercising, but was either too busy or too sleepy. Still fighting to get it all in. At least I did something for my knees tonight....my tiny little cycle is becoming my best friend.  Wow, almost Friday....looking forward to the weekend. Just finished a class, now on to another...but first sleep :)

What the PUKE!!!.....

I think my cat and I are kindred spirits.  He waits for me to come home everyday (according to my daughter) and is my constant companion until I leave for work the next day....kinda bugs me when he waits at the door for me to finish using the restroom...but well he is the sweetest little guy in the world.

It's been really hard coming back from an injury, but I am determined to keep trying. I have been through the whole gamut with physical therapy and all the recommendations on how to rehab my knee in order to continue to enjoy my life as a runner.  In speaking to a friend, who struggles with knee pain, his recommendation to me was to cycle. He stated even if I didn't own a bike, or have the time to ride, invest in something I could use at home, and cycle, cycle, cycle. Even my P.T. recommended that....so that and toning is where I am starting.

I guess I am a little scared to run right now too...Just a little. I get going pretty good and within a few minutes my knee starts hurting.  I end up slowing down, so much it just feels better to walk. My goal is strength training, toning (including cycling) five days a week, even if for 30 minutes or less. That is more than I have done for almost a year. Haven't been able to run for awhile. My knee (after a few months of struggle) finally gave out in June and now it's April....yup, not a mathematician...but....yea that sounds like a year to me. I have had a few false starts and stops...because of everything else I have to do (toning - stretching-cycling-running)... I am one of those people not (yet) really interested in a triathlon.  I am a great swimmer, grew up with a pool. I like riding bikes, but I really just want to run. 

Ok, so the cat story...I woke up Friday morning around 4:40 am. Decided I would get up and go for a long walk, once the sun came up since I was feel pretty good. My constant companion started struggling and I knew as soon as he started jerking....OH NO HE IS

ABOUT TO BLOW. There he is right next to me, but instead of just grabbing him, sleep stupor made me jump up, run around the bed, and watch him puke...Seriously?

I remained calm, wasn't too bad, went through my blanket and top sheet, not the fitted, but whatever? I cleaned the "offensive" and started to strip my bed. I have a strong stomach. I have cleaned poopy, puky babies, I have wiped my share of tears and noses, even cleaned cat "insults" of all kinds...Hey I am no novice at this....but then the gag reflex kicked in and...OMG I couldn't believe it...I AM GONNA!!!!!!.....well at least I made it to the sink without redecorating my bed or carpet. Oh...just hate the taste blowing chips leaves behind. After drinking what felt like a gallon of water I returned to bed.....till noon, then ran around all day, ended the day doing homework. One more day lost,

BUT...today I cycled, stretched, and toned....all in less than an hour (broken up throughout the day). Found a great exercise routine at liveexercise.com that I will follow three days a week, along with a little cycling 20 to 30 minutes. Opposite days I will walk until I can run.... Still doing research and asking questions on the best routines. After all I am a teacher, student, mom, and ametuer athlete...where do I fit all this stuff in? 

So....I only got three days of activity in this week. The good news...Next week I will get  more.